On further consideration: Maybe you meant this jokingly, as your exclamation points might connote. But if that is not the case, and you are looking to the idkfa community for support, don't mistake any lack of response for a lack of care for your well-being. I know for a fact at least a dozen people saw your message, and even a number of those mentioned it directly to me. Nobody wants to see harm come to you, from yourself or otherwise.

Please don't be a stranger if indeed #1 becomes an issue.